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Day 12: Blink and you’ll miss it.

  • Writer: Samantha Knight
    Samantha Knight
  • Feb 15, 2022
  • 4 min read

Updated: Apr 6, 2022

He was absolutely shattered last night and even came to tell me he was ready to be tucked up in bed. Am I working him too hard I wonder? He has an afternoon with his Nanny today so that will be more about wet wiping him (her nickname is Nanny Wet Wipe, so say no more!) and cuddles than moving those limbs!

My usual whimpering puppy alarm clock goes off at 7am, the day has begun whether I’m ready for it or not!


I trusted him last night without a nappy on and to my absolute glee - he’s stayed dry! Is this the elation you feel when a toddler doesn’t pee the bed?! I feel like I want to high five! This can only be Positive progress right? … hmmm or have I spoken wayyy too soon!


Outside we go for hopefully the morning toilet stop and he’s off like a rocket with me frantically chasing behind him with his legs held up in a sling. Horrendous sight that I just cannot get used to seeing!


Outside I place his legs in stand position a few times over and before you know it I’ve counted to 9 before they buckle under him!! This is now without doubt, day on day improvement!


Next up is the unsolved mystery of poop-gate

I realise my blogs focus a lot on Lloris’s toilet activities but for now they seem to bring me the most frustration but at times the most amusement.


So, we come in from the back garden. Back legs in his sling and he’s off again at 100mph. I have no hope at steering him and rather than head to the kitchen for breakfast, he instead heads for his favourite spot on the fluffy rug by the fire. I encourage him straight on though and through to the kitchen and he’s soon scoffing his breakfast (chicken, rice, cottage cheese and Brussels sprouts!- he loves them, honestly!) All is well …. But I can smell something a little unsavoury. Where could this be coming from?


To my bewilderment, when I walk back into the living room this is staring at me??

Excuse the unnecessary photo!

It wasn’t there when we went to bed last night and this morning we have just raced through this area like a horse in the grand national?! There was no stopping for this?

The mystery remains unsolved unless he literally fired it out on our way racing through … bizarre. Enough thought given to that one! we have bigger obstacles to focus on.


Back to breakfast, because here is our break through of the day!!!

Blink and you’ll miss it!

Are my eyes deceiving me?

I place his legs in the stand position for his breakfast and he held it long enough for me to grab my phone, fiddle to get it onto camera and take this photo!

Yes his legs collapsed underneath him like they are made of marshmallows straight afterwards but he was taking the weight.


It’s got to be the electric toothbrush treatment I introduced yesterday! Yes definitely must be that! Haha

It has become so very clear to me that I must celebrate and take encouragement from just the tiny daily achievements because the big stuff will be made up of these tiny moments.


I realise I’m not going to wake up one morning and all of a sudden he’s standing. This is the long slow road to recovery I keep reminding myself and whilst patience is not a virtue of mine, it is one I shall have to learn.. and fast!

He finished his medication yesterday, so nothing to subdue him this morning and boy do I know it! I leave him snoozing by the fire, the back door is open to air the wet baby nappy aroma that has filled the air, I take the opportunity to pop and brush my teeth.


MISTAKE!


I return literally minutes later to find him out in the garden, having made his own way down the steps out of the back door. Whilst going for this 15 meter sprint he has wriggled out of his nappy and left me an impressive trail of pee to clear up!



The celebrations of the mornings progress now take second place to the major clean up task of a second sponge bath of the day (its not even 8am!) and a major floor clean.


Butter wouldn’t melt!

As crazy as it may seem, I can’t help but to find the whole thing amusing and positive. This is a pup desperate for the return of his independence and his cheeky mischievous side is bubbling away at the surface. A sharp contrast to the sleeping beauty I had on my hands yesterday!


Some drops I have ordered have arrived today: ‘Leak No More’ which are designed to help with the incontinence. I can’t possibly see how they can work? Can’t hurt a try I suppose! I shall give you my review over the coming days.

I can’t tell you how excited I am for tomorrow. Hydrotherapy (which I keep referring to as aqua aerobics) is at 3.30pm with Nisha @ Paws and Hooves.


His referral has come through from Davies Vets who carried out his op, which wasn’t reading quite as positive as I had hoped, but this is all about beating the odds so we shall ignore the slightly negative vibe within it. Nisha seems positive and happy to work with him so solider on we shall!

Lloris’s referral form from vets to Hydrotherapist

Can’t wait to report back on it! No doubt it will not go without a hitch! I wonder if these ‘leak no more’ drops might kick in before his appointment tomorrow? I very much doubt it. I’m sure peeing in the hydro tank is going to be a given 🤦🏼‍♀️


Today has been a positive day. Whilst he may not be able to get up and stand himself he can now repeatedly stay in a stand position for a little longer each day. Progress, however small is worth the acknowledgement.

Launching this blog today has resulted in many words of encouragement which I’m so very grateful for. The most uplifting was from a client who has told me the positive story of his little dachshund called Matilda who a number of years ago was also left paralysed, had spinal surgery and has now made a full recovery. Whilst the breeds couldn’t be more different, if little Matilda can do it, so can Lloris!

Thank you for that Karl.


Until tomorrow…

 
 
 

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THANK YOU’s

Whilst it goes without saying that a big chunk of credit for Lloris’s rehabilitation to being a walking puppy dog again goes unquestionably to him! There have been many helping hands along the way that are more than deserving of a mention … 


Thank you to; 

Davies Vet (Johnny & Alex) for their remarkable surgery, prompt action and after care. He came home a calm and happy dog…even if his legs weren’t working…his wound has healed remarkably well without scaring.


To Dr Rinnert van den Bergh - The Holistic Vet who never raised an eyebrow at his little accidents and always progressed him further after every treatment.  Lloris is especially grateful for the liver paste you would win him over with! 


To Nisha from Paws & Hooves - Hydrotherapy.  You have been remarkable in your patience with Lloris. Thank you for answering the phone when many others didn’t that day.  Finding you was meant to be.


To Willow Vets in Newport Pagnell who took Lloris on as a new case for his cancer straight away and operated within two days. The entire team of staff have been nothing but kind and professional and whilst Lloris will continue to hate you all (hate may be a bit of strong word…. But I’m not so sure?!) I on the other hand think you are all amazing. 


To his Uncle Cristian for building his ‘Frenchie Bouncer’ was a big game changer in our rehab! 


To his Grandad for building his Pig Pen which he has grown to love 


To his Nanny for his the daily love and company not to mention the endless cleaning of him and my house!  We truly couldn’t have got through this without you, you gave me the break I needed to keep my sanity. 


To Matt the Chippy for his back door ramp! 


To the IVDD Facebook support group.  I learned so much from you. https://www.facebook.com/groups/178483559398659/?ref=share


To my friends and family who reached out to help me. Everyone of you that messaged, read our blog and paid an interest in both his and my well being made such a difference on both the dark days and the light.   Lloris loves people so the visits and gifts all lifted his spirits and snapped him out of the sulks!


To Dan, Lloris’s dad. You stepped up when he needed you the most and answered our cry for help to get him to the hospital that day.  It will always be a shame we couldn’t stay the family unit we had wanted for him. We certainly tried!  Thank you for letting him live with me, I can’t imagine the heartache of giving him up. 


To the friend in my life that gave me focus from day 1 when I asked for help bringing him home … he said something like  “I have the dentist so can’t help you that day, I would if I could but … you’re going to have to get used to handling him and lugging him about on your own, so you may as well just get on with it now”. I thought he was being an unhelpful arse at the time but actually that was the best piece of advice I could have been given. Man up and get on with it.  You can’t turn back time or change anything. You are where you are, so take a deep breath and in the words of Nike - Just do it. 


And that we did! 

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